>Grounded<

as wad the title saes... i got grounded last nite... reason... i'm home late frm the agreed time... so i'm in a very very lousy mood now...

went to makan wif him n his fren at marina south last nite... supposed shld reach hm by 9pm.. in the end i reached hm at 10pm... the moment i step in the hse... my mum started to make a din... result: grounded... feeling: bad mood...

when he asked mi hows my mum... i told him everything... but its seems he still dun understands my situation... my situation of y i'm grounded... called him to tok on the fone.... he dun tok... juz kept quiet... really felt fed up... could nt slp the whole nite.... thinkin abt all the things tat happen between him n mi.... can i still take it... can this relationship go on... can... definitely can... i love him... i can do it one...

but wad happen this morning realli makes mi think again... he wanted to eat lunch wif mi outside... i've got no $$ n i'm grounded... so i said no... den he come n argue wif mi again... the thing is i dun wan to get into more trouble... i dun wan to tok to my mum... who wun wan to tok to ur parents when they grounded u.... i dun wan to quarrel wif my mum again... whether on the fone or at nite when she cums hm... enuff already loh... but i duno wad had make him to becum so unreasonable... cant he stand in my shoe n think for mi.... y cant he do tat.... i realli duno how to communicate wif him anymore... is it becoz of army tat coz him to be this way...

called n tok to baozhu... sometimes its realli great to haf a best fren who fully understand ur situation w/o having to sae much... she told mi to think abt it... wad makes mi start this relationship... wad mi heart saes... well.. i duno... i realli duno... but i hope to overcome all this problems wif him... n i need time... 2 more years to 21 years old.... 2 more years is all i need...